Tuesday, November 4, 2008

My ExAM & HeR ^^

Its AlReAdY My ThIRd Day HaViNg ThIS BloG..Im FEeLiNG MoRe INtErEsTed In haVING ThiS BloG Coz I CaN SaY WhAtEvEr ThAt I WaN...ToDay I HaD My CoNStiTuTiOnAl ExAm..huhu~ I HaVe StUdy DamN HarD LasT NiTe..HOWEvER ThIs CoNStiTuTioNal Law Is NOT The SaMe As ToRt N CoNtRaCt Law...I ThiNk I waS Jus ReAdiNg N GoT NoThiNg FrOm It..DarN~ toDaY On thE ExAm..I CouLd DoNe It at LeaSt But Not ReALLy GoOd...huhu..HoWeVer AfTeR The ExAm FiNisH I Got A LiTtLe Bit HaPpY Coz ThE WoMan ThaT I WanteD So Much Had TaLk To Me..huhu...I AlwaYs LiKe HeR No MaTtEr WhaT..HoWeVer I CouLd NeVer SpEaK To Her Coz Im SpEeChLesS In FrOnt Of HeR..Her EyEs That LooKinG At Me WilL MaKE Me LoSt My CoNCiOusNesS...huhu...WhaT CaN I Do...TheRes A Big GaP BeTWeEn Her N Me...That's WaT i ThINk...Coz She Is LiKe A PriNcEss N I, Jus A CommOner...NeVer Fit ToGeTHer....But WhEnEvEr She TaLk tO mE I WiLL FeEl So ExCitEd N LosE AlL My TrOUbLe...SHE's So NICe...
ShE KnOws HoW To TaKe CaRe Of HerSeLF.....ThErE's A TiMe I had A NITeMaRe BouT Her damn...Im LosINg Her In ThAt DrEamS...AfTer I LosINg Her I BeCoME SO CLUELesS And UnSoUNd....I DuNNo Wat Is My PuRPosE Of My LifE AnyMorE...AlThoUgH It Is Jus a DrEaM But I FeEl LiKe It Is ReAl...Im ReALLy WOrRiEd AbOut ThaT DrEaMs..And On That Day I Got A ClAsS WitH Her..On ThAt ClaSS ShE Had COMe LATe..ThaT TiMe We Had A TesT..And Im beGin To FeEl MOrE WorRy..HowEvEr AfTer A SeVErAl MiNUtes ShE ArRiVed..I LoOk At Her..DaMN..She LoOks ReAlLy Sick...Huhu..WhAt CaN I Do? I CaN NeVEr TaLK to HeR...I hv No CouRaGE...So What I Can Do Is OnLY To LoOk At Her....DaT TIMe I FeEl LiKe I Am So FUCKiNg JerK...NeVer HaVe CoNFiDenCe iN MY SelF...But TheN...thAt ClaSS Is OVer Jus LIke That...AFteR The ClaSS FiNIsh..I TrY 2 FiND HeR..I SeaRch 4 Her Car...But I COuLDnt FINd It...So I Jus WaIt In FrONt Of ThE BuIlDiNG HoPiNg ThaT ShE WiLL CoMe..But Im HopIng N HopIng..My HoPe Is HoPElEsS....I COuLDnt SaW Her..So, I Go BacK To My HoUse WitH a FEeLiNG Of HatReD ToWaRds MySeLF N thOGht ThAt I Am SuCh A FoOl....ThaT NiTe I COuLdnt SlEEp WeLL..huhu~

P/s: I AlwAys go To HeR HoUse But OnlY ByPaSS It To SEe WhEtHer ShE's ArOUnd..N If She's NoT In HeR HoUse I WouLD Go To MAnY PlAceS in HoPInG To FiNd Her..But Im AlWays UnLucKY N NeVEr FoUNd Her....

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