Friday, November 21, 2008

HELLo!!!!

Huhu,,Its been a Long time i didnt Write in My Blog...Actually Im a Bit Busy...
BuSy?haha..Not ReAllY BusY With WorK But I BusY in PlaYIng Games with my Frens...
I Love to Play Games....(not love but addict) Usually I Play Dota....u Know what Is Dota?
It GOt Lots Of MEaNings....this game Is so PoPulaR n i Can Spent 44 hours infront of my Pc playing it lolx....Tis Game Is Fun If U PlaY WitH UR FrenS..N I Hv So MAny FrenS That CraZy BouT ThiS Game LikE ME....If I Want To TeLL All TheIR NamEs...huhu..its too MAnY haha...
HowEver...TheRE ARe SoME FrEns ThaT USed to Play With Me...First Of All..it is Syafiq aka Meg...he is my disciple wakakakakkak.......then my Killer...Joel aka Dusun Brazil....and then my super supporter..azizi aka boy(nama moden Zzz)....lastly my Supporter Baby(he is cute n Big^^)...however...b4 this i used to play with some1..but now he is far from me...his name is Encik Ammar husaini...hahaha..both of us r crazy...crazy to this game....i still remember our moment when we got exam..we still go play this game till morning n then sleep afta that go exam..hahaha..so blur during that exam...now he is my clanlord.....wow..and he is my ex teammate.....we hv won a tournament b4 ^^....although we r far...but this game make us feel near...Cr0W cLan RAwKs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

StOrY Of Us!

1 Day U AsK Me....
U asK mE WhETHEr U r PRetTy? N TheN I SaId No...
U AsK mE WheTHEr U r FaT? N TheN I saID YeS OfCouRse...
U AsK Me WheTHEr I WaNtEd 2 Be WiTh U 4EveR? I SAiD No....
U ASk Me WheThEr I wiLL CrY If U WaLKeD AwaY? I SaiD No...
U Say ThaT U HeARd It EnOUgH ANd waNT To LeaVE....

As U WaLKed AwAy....I ran N GraB Ur HanD......
I asK U To StAyeD...
I TheN SaID......

BabY..U r NoT PrEtTy.....U r BeaUtiFuL....
The OnLy thING That Is Fat Or Big BoUt U Is Ur HeaRt.....
I DoNt Want 2 Be WitH U 4eVeR......It Is THat I NeEd 2 Be WitH U 4eVeR.....
And babY...I WouLdN't CrY If U WaLked AwaY.....I woUld DIE.............

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

My FrEN AkA My FaMiLY!!!!!!!!!!

haha...NoW i WouLd LiKe To TaLk AboUt My FrEnS @ FaMILY....I Got 5 FrEnS @ My FaMilY WhICh Is AlonG = Shahril, AnGaH = Naz@Was, AlaNg = Me^^, AcHik = QaRl, N AzAD = AzAD...
haha..we All ArE LiKe SiBBlINgs...AzAD is The YoUNGEsT 1 But The TaLLest n Most jaMBu.. DArn...HaTe to AdmIt It..lolx...AchIk Is ThE ThIn 1 But He Is MOre LoOk LiKe ChIneSe Or JaPANeSe RaTher ThaN MaLY..Lolx...Oso HaTe To AdMIt It...huhu....The ELDest 1 Is AloNg..Yup.. He Is The ElDest 1 Coz He IS 26 YeaRs Old..haha (We All Jus 20 exCePt Him)... MeaNWHiLE AnGah Is LiKe AloNg...LoVe GirLS So MucH Wakaka....He ALSo So ObSeSS wiTh HiS OlD VoLKSWaGen WakKAkaka...Hey AngAh BUy NeW 1 La.....And LastLy Me...I aM AlANG In ThIs FaMIly..The SHoRtesT in OuR FaMILy huhu..aLSo Hate 2 AdMit It...^^...I KnEw ThaT I CaN TrUst TheM..TheY ALL r GuD FrEns..OnLY Me That Is Bad Haha...amOng aLL The FamIly Im THe 1 WhICh LesS To HaNG Out 2GeTheR Coz AlWAys LiKe TO DO mY OwN StUfF...But WaT CaN I Do..It Is Me....NeXt TImE I WiLL PUt ALL Of My FaMIlY PiCTuRe K...

My ExAM & HeR ^^

Its AlReAdY My ThIRd Day HaViNg ThIS BloG..Im FEeLiNG MoRe INtErEsTed In haVING ThiS BloG Coz I CaN SaY WhAtEvEr ThAt I WaN...ToDay I HaD My CoNStiTuTiOnAl ExAm..huhu~ I HaVe StUdy DamN HarD LasT NiTe..HOWEvER ThIs CoNStiTuTioNal Law Is NOT The SaMe As ToRt N CoNtRaCt Law...I ThiNk I waS Jus ReAdiNg N GoT NoThiNg FrOm It..DarN~ toDaY On thE ExAm..I CouLd DoNe It at LeaSt But Not ReALLy GoOd...huhu..HoWeVer AfTeR The ExAm FiNisH I Got A LiTtLe Bit HaPpY Coz ThE WoMan ThaT I WanteD So Much Had TaLk To Me..huhu...I AlwaYs LiKe HeR No MaTtEr WhaT..HoWeVer I CouLd NeVer SpEaK To Her Coz Im SpEeChLesS In FrOnt Of HeR..Her EyEs That LooKinG At Me WilL MaKE Me LoSt My CoNCiOusNesS...huhu...WhaT CaN I Do...TheRes A Big GaP BeTWeEn Her N Me...That's WaT i ThINk...Coz She Is LiKe A PriNcEss N I, Jus A CommOner...NeVer Fit ToGeTHer....But WhEnEvEr She TaLk tO mE I WiLL FeEl So ExCitEd N LosE AlL My TrOUbLe...SHE's So NICe...
ShE KnOws HoW To TaKe CaRe Of HerSeLF.....ThErE's A TiMe I had A NITeMaRe BouT Her damn...Im LosINg Her In ThAt DrEamS...AfTer I LosINg Her I BeCoME SO CLUELesS And UnSoUNd....I DuNNo Wat Is My PuRPosE Of My LifE AnyMorE...AlThoUgH It Is Jus a DrEaM But I FeEl LiKe It Is ReAl...Im ReALLy WOrRiEd AbOut ThaT DrEaMs..And On That Day I Got A ClAsS WitH Her..On ThAt ClaSS ShE Had COMe LATe..ThaT TiMe We Had A TesT..And Im beGin To FeEl MOrE WorRy..HowEvEr AfTer A SeVErAl MiNUtes ShE ArRiVed..I LoOk At Her..DaMN..She LoOks ReAlLy Sick...Huhu..WhAt CaN I Do? I CaN NeVEr TaLK to HeR...I hv No CouRaGE...So What I Can Do Is OnLY To LoOk At Her....DaT TIMe I FeEl LiKe I Am So FUCKiNg JerK...NeVer HaVe CoNFiDenCe iN MY SelF...But TheN...thAt ClaSS Is OVer Jus LIke That...AFteR The ClaSS FiNIsh..I TrY 2 FiND HeR..I SeaRch 4 Her Car...But I COuLDnt FINd It...So I Jus WaIt In FrONt Of ThE BuIlDiNG HoPiNg ThaT ShE WiLL CoMe..But Im HopIng N HopIng..My HoPe Is HoPElEsS....I COuLDnt SaW Her..So, I Go BacK To My HoUse WitH a FEeLiNG Of HatReD ToWaRds MySeLF N thOGht ThAt I Am SuCh A FoOl....ThaT NiTe I COuLdnt SlEEp WeLL..huhu~

P/s: I AlwAys go To HeR HoUse But OnlY ByPaSS It To SEe WhEtHer ShE's ArOUnd..N If She's NoT In HeR HoUse I WouLD Go To MAnY PlAceS in HoPInG To FiNd Her..But Im AlWays UnLucKY N NeVEr FoUNd Her....

Monday, November 3, 2008

My seCOnD DaY~

ToDay Is My SeConD DaY Of haViNg ThIS BloG...Im HoPPiNg To FurTheR ImPrOvE My BlOG.. So, It WouLd LoOk CHeErFul..HoWeVeR..I DUnNo HoW 2 MakE It...Coz My LiFe Is NoT ChEeRFul As B4...DaRn..I LoVe My PreViOus LiFe In ScHoOl..HowEvEr..AfTa FiNIsHEd My schOol I Had InVolvEd in TrUe NatURe Of LiFe...LiFe Is UnFaIr...FoR Me ExCuSeS In Ur LifE Is AsSHoLe....B4 ThIs I Had So ManY drE4Ms in My LiFe..HoWEvEr Now..It LooKs LiKe I CouLD NOt AcHiEve Any Of My DrEaMs..DarN..Im hoPeLEsS...NoW I JuS ThiNK To ConT My LifE As UsUaL WitHoUt Any DrEaMs...LeT My LiFe CoNtiNuE On Its Own...I NeVer WaN to HoPe AnyThiNg NowAgaIN...

My StOrY BoUt LoVe~™

Suatu hari, Julius bertanya pada gurunya,
"Apa itu cinta?Bagaimana saya boleh menemukan cinta?"
Gurunya menjawab :
'Ada ladang gandum yang luas di depan sana.Berjalanlah kamu dan tanpa kamu berundur kembali.Kemudian ambillah 1 sahaja ranting. Jika kamu menemukan ranting yang kamu anggap paling menakjubkan, ertinya, kamu telah menemukan cinta."
Julius pun berjalan, dan tak brapa lama, dia kembali dengan tangan kosong tanpa membawa apapun.
Gurunya bertanya:
"Mengapa kamu tidak membawa 1 pun ranting?
Julius menjawab:
"Saya hanya boleh membawa 1 sahaja, dan saat saya berjalan saya tidak boleh berpatah balik. Sebenarnya saya telah menemukan satu ranting yang paling menakjubkan tapi saya x tahu apakah ada yang lebih menakjubkan lagi di depan sana.Jadi saya tidak mengambil ranting tersebut. Saat saya meneruskan perjalanan lebih jauh lagi, baru saya sedar bahawasanya ranting2 yang saya temui kemudiannya tidak sebagus ranting yang tadi. Jadi tidakla diambil oleh saya sebatang pun pada akhirnya...."

P/S: pls dun U aLL evEr LeFt SoMeTHiNG THaT Is ImPoRTaNT To U..Coz U WiLL MAy Not See it AgaIn In The FutUre...And It Is AlsO MayBe Too LaTe 4 u To ReTurN To It WheNeVer U REaLisE ThaT IT Is ThE MoSt ImPoRtanT ThiNG In Ur LiFe.....
This StoRy Is OnLY An AdViCE And GuIDe To U All By Me And PlS ReMemBeR IT K..Coz We CaN NeVEr PreDiCt OuR LifE And Our SoUL.......
I HoPe U AlL WiLL NoT LoSt WhaT ImPoRTaNt To U BecOZ Of Ur MiStaKe...
Jus Be GraTEFuLL Of WhaT U Got...
ADiOs....

Sunday, November 2, 2008

The PlaCE WheRE i PuT My InSpIraTiON™

Hmm...AssAlaMUaLaIKuM.....
ThiS Is The FirSt TiMe I Do A BlOG....I NeVEr ThoUght Of HaViNG One Of It...
But ThiS tImE....I MaKe A DeCiSiOn To MaKE My OwN BloG...WhErE i CaN WriTe EvERyTHiNg ThAT I WaN HeRe...AlThoUGh MaYBe TheRe Is No 1 Who WouLd ReAd BoUt It...But..I StiLL Wan to ExPresS My FeEliNg And WrITe AnytHiNg ThaT I FeEl In My MInd N HeaRt....I NeVer WrOte A DiArY b4 Coz Im a LaZy PeRsOn n GoT A WorSe HaNDwRiTiNg....HoWeVer..UsiNg ThIs blOg TheRe's No NeEd 4 Me to wriTe...I Jus TyPE n Type..^^
If TheRe's SoMe1 WhO LiKe To ReAd BouT My BlOg...I WElCoMe U WitH a PleAsuRe...ThErE Is StILL No InSpIRaTion ThaT HaD COmE To My MiND Yet...So, Now I wiLL FurTher ImProVe My bLog To LoOk MoRe CheErFull N Fun....
AcTuaLLy I MakE ThIs BlOG AfTa I Had ReAd A Lot Of OtHEr's BLoG N It MakEs Me FeEl ThaT It Is Fun....Daa~